My Blog. Tiempo perdido.

Mood: Apprehensive
Song: Avalanch - La Taberna
Book: Dune: Harkonnen House

Today is the day of my saint. Yesterday I went on that date... it was nice, but still can't explain it very well. We walked a long long long way (somewhat like crossing Madrid from side to side. Twice) we went to a coffee shop, drank some beers, then spent some time on a park... and we only spoke. For hours we were only wandering around talking and laughing. When we said goodbye at her house's door, I was preety confused and didn't even try kissing her, I remember I just thought "I'll kiss her near her lips but won't do a true kiss on a first date". And then I left. Damn, I feel so stupid. I even closed my eyes when kissing her cheek! It was strange. Probably next time I'll get her. She promised to call me, hope it happens soon.

Mood: Happy
Song: Siouxsie and the Banshees - Kiss them for me
Book: Dune: Corrino House

I just finished the CD. It works well, the cover is great (used one of the angel drawings I keep on my PC), and has some great songs. I think I used up all my goth songs, but can't be sure, I almost have 1000 mp3s. Damn, I forgot Fang... but well, that will be for the next one. I hope she likes it.

I couldn't find the place where I wanted to take Alicia. I spent all morning walking around but it seems I completely forgot about it... it's been a long time since I went with Cristina. Anyways, it will be nice to have a walk, and finally we can go anywhere really. Wish me luck.

Mood: Happy
Song: Mago de oz - Hasta que el cuerpo aguante
Book: Circulo Pendragon - Arturo

I got a date. Alicia logged in today, we talked for a little while, she asked me to make her a CD, and I told her I had to meet her in order to give it to her. She said ok, and while we were talking it looks like she really likes me. Well, I'm hoping too much, but I'm sure she is interested on me. I'm going to take her to a place ... well, the bad part is that the place was shown to me by my former girlfriend, and it would be really bad if I found her there. But that won't happen. Thanks god for allowing me to exist.

Humor: Pensativo
Cancion: El Silencio
Libro: Acabo de terminar la Cancion de Cazarrabo

La nube es una golosina extraña. Esta diseñada para niños, y es verdad que son sus principales consumidores, pero junto con los chicles parece ser la que mas comen los adultos. Ademas de esto, para mejorar su sabor hay que quemarla con un mechero para que deje de ser blanda y rosa palido, y se convierta en una retorcida masa negra y crujiente.

Hoy he visto a una niña-nube. No en el sentido de una vaporosa neblina blanca en un cielo azul, sino en el sentido gominola. Era una pija, una niña de 4º de la ESO o similar, extremadamente dulce muy guapa vestida en suaves tonos azules y blancos. Por lo que escuche de su conversacion, parecia ser que la mayor parte de sus novios habian rondado la veintena (generalmente por arriba), y en general no parecia haber sufrido nunca, siempre una vida facil y divertida. A esta chica parecia que se le podian aplicar todas las reglas relativas a las nubes. Me pregunto si tendra mejor sabor despues de haberse quemado.

En otro orden de cosas, este es mi primer mensaje en castellano. Ire alternando ingles y castellano, segun crea mas conveniente usar un idioma u otro. Aunque no creo que nadie lea esto nunca, pero... joderos guiris.

Mood: Tired
Song: Ramones - Blietzkrieg Bop
Book: Tailchaser's song

Yesterday I spent almost all day studying and sneaking from time to time to log in, read some blogs and online comics. (getting more and more angry against my parents, but it's not so bad now) I spend just too much time on the megatokyo website, and also found a new comic (illustrated story) on fredart studios. I hope Warmth goes online soon.

Today I woke up early, and felt like I had the strength to stop a train. A couple minutes later, it felt like the train had passed over me. The first thing I did when I returned home was jump on my bed, hug my pillow and stay there with my eyes closed for 30 minutes. It was almost perfect, I think I could have stayed there for the next 3 days, but I had to go have lunch.

I just realized that my blog updates reeeaally slow, I hoped this was as fast as a forum but it looks like there are so many blogs here that it takes a while to proccess. Like a few hours.

This shit isn't working. God damn it.

Mood: Angry
Song: La Fuga - Majareta
Book: The princess bride

I might not go on vacation. It looks like being grounded isn't enough, so I will probably not go on vacation. That means I'm going to spend 41 days without going out of home for anything but the academy. It's going to be hell. I must study a lot more so maybe they will feel like leaving me alone again. I hate exams.

My parents probably think they want me to be like my sister... stressed out by studies and work, with no friends other than her boyfriend and always angry for some reason. I don't want to end up like her. I had reached almost perfect happiness, and now I'm grounded and forced to study. I hate exams.

I'm angry. I wanted to go out with some friends and find some girls, I really want a girlfriend now. I know last one wasn't what I really wanted and I know next one probably won't be what I want, but I am feeling the need of hugging someone in my bed from time to time. But I've been grounded. I hate exams.

Testing

Mood: Cold
Song: Siouxsie and the Banshees - Cities in dust
Book: The princess bride

I've been grounded. I'm 18 years old and I've been grounded. I went out of my room to get a glass of water, and I was grounded.

Mood: Bored
Song: Kase-o - Ninguna mujer tiene dueño
Book: The princess bride

This should be a really good post, with an amazing start... but I just don't care. I'm just testing this thing... let's see where it takes me.